shame on me!
Yes really, I should be ashamed. I wanted to but on 1 January a summary write down my resolutions last year and also what I have planned for this year. And then? Then have ego simply forgotten. The stress could now be identified as a major factor. But maybe it was just laziness, I would not even speak out. All in all, the January fortunately not yet finished - so I will do it all now:)
The year 2010 was associated with many ups and downs, of which the negative factors outweighed unfortunately. Therefore, I have enjoyed everything positive, as it would be the last thing that would happen. In my annual review I have written many things that have happened in the last year - but there were these resolutions, which were taken by me on 1.1.2010 - many each year and again, but we should because even a little more intense deal with.
How was it?
- Divorce finally bring to an end!
- REMOVE - and fight it the chocolate addiction!
- get a better paying job! (Even if I could make myself so maybe unpopular with certain people ... but I have to think this to me - and of course to the children)
- The thing with love .... would be nice if I could be this year for a change NOT disappointed??
Okay, so we deal with point 1: - "divorce finally bring to an end! "
The theme is fortunately the table. Since 17 August 2010 I'm finally a free man, and since October, I filed them this stupid married name and I can now officially call again as I call myself for 3 years:) The only drawback: The children will still have the name of their father. But it does not seem to them - okay, except my son, who would like to return his birth name (my) assume, since he was born out of wedlock at that time. However, the stress is not reduced, even after the divorce - on the contrary. It has drawn me in the last week to my lawyer. And we have happily found a gap in the divorce decree, which I plan to shamelessly exploit now:) This helped me but I still more stress than intended - because if the children stay at home, I have no more weekends for me, how about maybe if the two actually were going to their father. But well - I always like to put back for others. Since I must be, eh?
Then there is Point 2: " REMOVAL - and fight it the chocolate addiction! "
This is with the decrease year after year such a thing. I make it most to lose 5 kg. But then the joy is so great that I would quickly relapse. In addition, I am both a social and stress eater. And because the stress is on me not just at a low level, the whole thing on the scale very quickly felt. But I was able to achieve a partial success: since 27/12/2010 I have no chocolate to stir more. Cause of the chocolate cake was on 1 and 2 Christmas Day. On 2 Day were still 4 pieces left over, which I took me one. I bit in, chewed ... and thought I had immediately to the bathroom. I was really sick of it, although it certainly does not blame the cake was. I probably consumed during the festive season too much of the brown delicacy. After I quickly brought the rest of the cake out of my sight, I swore to me, the whole now goes so far as to take advantage. So it happened that I passed on the entire dominoes, gingerbread and chocolate balls of my father. And even though I could die for dominoes! Have all but done without any guilt - and of course, volunteers! The chocolate Santa Clauses of the way children are also still intact here in the kitchen. And even the Nikolaus von Kai Unopened chocolate, which my eyes had already drawn several times on itself - with the motto "Eat me, but no one notices it," is still there and vegetate in front of him. Proud I am of course also to my children, because they make (informal) well-behaved with the whole thing. So completely on chocolate Alde I do use natural ... So it will continue to drink coffee or Choco I eat now and then a chocolate pudding. But on the whole it is the candy itself, which leaves me cold. Although it also in the last week were one or two moments where I almost relapsed. Could I but have mastered. It was only a short weakness - fortunately.
all on candy but I do use. A few sweets and some biscuits have nevertheless found their way into my stomach - but far less than normal. So, partial success across the board! And what can I say? My Levi's 501, which I had bought as a teenager back then, fits me again. I had worn at that time so happy, but could only leave at some point in the closet, because I no longer fit inside. Now I take it as motivation always try and help me reinzuzwängen at irregular intervals. Thursday it was again: I tried it, got to a button, two buttons, 3, 4 and 5, then Although I could not yet sit down with it, without me feel uncomfortable - but at least I get it standing up and without the stomach to collect:) And while it may indeed only up ! Go I'll stay tuned anyway.
Well Point 3: " get a better paying job!"
Well, smears must we do well always do what? She with the job is only done once, unfortunately. This stupid job at the holiday home company, I have but fortunately left behind me, but a full-time job, I did not find yet. Instead, it has brought to me in November DAA, where I since my training over I let it wash. Am now in "Microsoft Access" arrived and I hate it much more than before Excel * sigh *. Tomorrow is my 2nd PowerPoint exam to - hopefully will my GPA of a constant then: D will then have "Secretary" and all this stuff before I can make again in June for a job.
Well, and because last year was only 4 points to come, we hereby is already in the last: " The thing with love ... . would be nice if I have this Years for a change might be disappointed once NOT ????"
In this case there is no news. After several attempts with the opposite sex at some point I gave up and told me: When is the right one comes, then good - if not, I'm also not a problem. How important are the guys now and then, not as I would pay my life only to them. Since I prefer to rave from certain actors, although unattainable, but still great - and enjoy my life as a single mother. I'm taking liberties I would never in a relationship, no one has to wonder if I could buy me a ticket from the money for a convention, and have everything else in his hand. The only negative thing is precisely these cuddly ... I have to back off - unfortunately. But well, I will not die by it. And as earlier mentioned that I put you back and never think to me first. Even if I was this now and then nachsagt, although one does not know me.
Then we were once so free and write this year's resolutions on
- Remove the Next!
Yes, I would of course now do not back down. My ideal weight is still far off, but coming closer with each gram of slow and steady. And it is also in this year ahead. Since I was declining even for me and for no other, I can have that time, much as I want. Rather slowly and healthy as quickly and with yo-yo effect, right? And to be honest, who am not accepted as I am, where I was does not deserve it. I've tried long enough for me to adjust to others. This is now definitely the last!
- Fighting chocolate addiction continues!
As it is now, It is great. Only one day I should of course sometimes find the happy medium. For there will come a day when I would so like eating something chocolatey, but I must forbid. And prohibitions are forbidden for me (sounds stupid I know). So I must find a way, I still sin sometimes and then again can give without feeling guilty. Without being immediately relapsed. For me chocolate as other cigarette is: / So I'm always open for tips.
- The vexing issue of work!
Yes, yes, the job. Without work no money - no money unfulfilled wishes. And a bit of luxury has to treat each time, right? In June, my training is complete, then no potential employer can tell me more, I was not qualified just because I had no experience in MS Office - because I working on it right now to change that . We just hope for the best.
- man? Yes or No?
time will tell. I will not go in any case now as a mouse out of the way each guy. But I will not flirt with hell-bent on each guy. When the right shows I am happy and am not sure no. But if he can wait this year, I will not bury our heads in the sand. Somewhere there is already my fitting lid - I'm sure.
- make some people gag at last!
fall Yes, me right away is two. Against the one thing I can do anything - after all it is my ex-husband. But the second person of her cheeky mouth tears is a growing and more threatening me by now - so I now settle the matter by counsel must - and will. Because at least that I again have my peace of mind.
- I have a long-term Wish come true!
Whether it works out this year or in the next, can not say. Time will tell if I get a job in June or not. But I've made up my mind, either this year or the next to go into the new year with the children to Paris - at Disneyland is supposed to be going on at the time was right. And this desire I have nunmal already, since there the park.
- Fitness! To remove
is probably fitness. And since I have more of the "sport is murder" bin, I have to change much as something to it. After my last year's attempt to unpack the skates again already found in the garage and I had a sudden end to weeks of pain in the rump gave, I will venture another attempt this year. Also, I must also bring other more exercise into my life. BUT there's this thing that spoils it again and again and brings me my motivation at the origin. I'm such a fucking socialite! Is no one here who does not really me in the butt, I'll give up eventually and then stitch rather be at home on my balance board. Since I have yet to find a way to counteract it. Gym is certainly a taboo for me - it costs too much.
- My book finally bring an end!
Yes, I have begun last month to write a book. Was triggered by an RPG in a Supernatural forum. But I made me a figure. This young man, I missed a beautiful history, and found him so interesting that I wrote the same even further. Am now reached in Chapter 7 or 8, but currently it is stagnant. Because I need to write perfect peace that I am simply lacking. But my dear Julien (the name of the good) is already still got his revenge, make sure I will:)
And for me personally more quickly the abstract in order next year to copy simple:
- To Remove!
- Fighting chocolate addiction continues!
- find a job
- man? Yes or No?
- Finally calm before some people get
- fulfill a longstanding desire!
- Increase Fitness!
- my book finished!
So then - the year is still young - and I will certainly not give up until I at least four of the eight points have met:)
have a nice Sunday!
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