Friday, January 14, 2011

Birch Bark Canoe Blueprints

I wish ..

.. I would not be here.
I wish I could be quite far away.
Just get away from my shitty life that I just happen to me still fooled.

They told me it is all better.
That I should just wait and everything resolves by itself.
But it's basically always the same ..
I'm looking forward to something .. and the next moment you someone rammed a stake into the heart so strong that you will stay out of breath and you feel your soul drowning in sorrow.

Call me crazy quiet, but I feel since this afternoon, as if someone told me I had lost my child.
Simply gone ..

Have me today really pulled together to come along in the school somehow.
belongings in the accounting exam at the front and rear some shit written together, after that I was deliberately done in German made me so what is actually also a shit. Have

get the message that my doll heads were sent out and thought that now my day can ruin anything.
Think again ..

Half an hour later I get a text message that the mother of my dog is dead. A blood vessel had burst
and he bled to death.

...

I am for ages on this one moment supported, in which I can finally have the kids with me.
And now I get another soul instead of prey ..
I should have to get used to something long ago, because it really always as ends.
understanding, it also does not except Charlie and Luca.
Because both know exactly gottverschissen as it looks to me in a long time.
that I hoped it was coming, so out of this hole. It says
but know that each hole has a ground on which they eventually bouncing rock hard.
I'd be really grateful, I would reach this base at last ..
So I knew at least that it can not go even deeper down.

I'm sorry .. I let the better here.
My hands do not like my head ..

Just one more thing ..
HAt but something good.
No worries about the finances .. do not worry about responsibility and the neighbors have also what they wanted. At least not from
go all empty, eh?

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